Pink Warrior

Saturday, August 21, 2010



Last night I listened to Alpha, Delta and Theta frequencies by Kelly Howell, as I have done many countless times before bed to help me relax. After some time, I felt a perfect peace. I was floating in space, orbiting a planet and a large flower(?) superimposed on the surface. I literally gasped at the sensation of perfect peace. We've all heard of or experienced an orgasm...this was a mindgasm. Too much pineal stimulation? Lol at how similar that concept seems to the physical equivalent of clitoral stimulation. And no...no drugs, now or ever.

Peace has been restored in my soul for now and I am grateful. Have to watch my influences from TV and internet. The violence of the world creeps in the windows and cracks of my mind over time in whispers. It's how I can wake up still clothed in the rags of the old man, when I believed I'd become a new being.

I have felt angry and evil the last few days and I have attracted like spirits in the physical. Nasty, hateful women have been raining from the skies, whether it's at the yarn store, in front of my apartment building, disguised as traffic cops on bicycles, etc. I have to remind myself that they are sent in love from God to teach me, mirror my attitudes and reactions to others. I don't like what I've been seeing, so I have to change, so my reality can change.